Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Wearing Those Masks

We often speak of wearing masks—hiding our real selves so that others don't see deeply inside us. When I was a teen, a popular song about being rejected went something like this: "I'm laughing on the outside, crying on the inside."

That's as good an explanation of masks as I know. It means we intentionally withhold our real feelings and attitudes. That's not always bad. Masks can shield us from people who don't understand or who would exploit our weaknesses.

Hiding our identity from those who care about us is the problem. We're afraid to open up, don't want to take the risk of losing someone's affection, or don't have the courage to be our real selves.

Recently my wife and I watched a film on TV. Several adults were romantically involved but no one became vulnerable enough for the other person to know how they felt. "Don't they ever talk to each other?" my wife asked.

I smiled, and thought, in real life it's often that way, isn't it? For those who are important to me, I want to remove my mask as an expression of my love for and my acceptance of them. I want them to know the real, true, inner me.

If you love me, you'll love me more after I remove my mask. 
You'll love me more because you'll love the true, deeper me.

(This post was adapted from Not Quite Healed, written by Cecil Murphey and Gary Roe.)


Joseph said...

A young man a church recently gave his testimony and in it he said, "I wore my smile like a straight jacket." And I thought, that was the way I lived most of my life. What a difference it has made to upchuck the past to a counselor. My smile is real now.

Cec Murphey said...

Joseph, thank you for that comment. I think it refers to many of us, and it's so well said

Roger Mann said...

"upchuck the past to a counselor. "
I like that phrase. That is exactly what it felt like. It was a relief vomit all that poison out to someone who was hazmet certified and could handle it. A big relief.