In my case, guilt can lead to anger. Anger is powerful. It often lurks unnoticed deep inside me. If I can learn to feel it, it will have less power over me.
Here is what anger says to me:
* "Don’t worry about me. I’m not really here. You feel down today. You’re irritable. You’re never content. You never will be."
* "Yep, it’s your fault. And whatever’s not your fault is someone else’s fault."
* "Keep driving. Keep working. Never rest. Never, ever be completely alone with your thoughts. Run. Stuff me inside."
* "Yes, you were abused, a victim of an evil crime. But don’t think about that, and don’t feel it. Above all, remember, I’m not here."
Oh, no. Anger, I know you’re here. I choose to accept you, and not be controlled by you. Perhaps I’ll learn from you some things I need to know. Maybe I can turn you around and use you to help me heal.
Here is what anger says to me:
* "Don’t worry about me. I’m not really here. You feel down today. You’re irritable. You’re never content. You never will be."
* "Yep, it’s your fault. And whatever’s not your fault is someone else’s fault."
* "Keep driving. Keep working. Never rest. Never, ever be completely alone with your thoughts. Run. Stuff me inside."
* "Yes, you were abused, a victim of an evil crime. But don’t think about that, and don’t feel it. Above all, remember, I’m not here."
Oh, no. Anger, I know you’re here. I choose to accept you, and not be controlled by you. Perhaps I’ll learn from you some things I need to know. Maybe I can turn you around and use you to help me heal.
My anger is real. I can learn to accept it, and heal.
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